hello .
i love stars.
i love dance. :
i love purple.
i <3 JAMES.
im nice. (: (:

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JOYCE♥/reVogue
meichin/reVogue♥
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i had a really fun day. its so good at work today, and its rare that im not really complaining its a MONDAY. ahhaa. court hearing was fun though it was pouring. i really liked heading to court with sarita because of the things that she tells me, and each time i go out with her, i learn something new (:

dinner today was awesome ! i really had a fun time with chin. then joyce was left alone cause her training was cancelled and we were like going crazy with taking pictures and all(: heh its so so fun(: and and im so inspired to learn photography cause i realise taking pictures are really nice. and i like it when i can beautify it. =p

one mental note to myself though;

STOP THE CAFFEINE INTAKE.

I DRANK 5 CUPS OF COFFEE TODAY.

MOCHA, ICE COFFEE, LATTE, INSTANT COFFEE, YOU NAME IT. LOLOL=P

today's vetting was pretty alright i guess.. LOL. i wasnt really prepared , and i didnt warm up before that so i felt really 'loose' and not ready. lol. so basically i was shaking while im dancing . not stable at all! LOL. but anyway i love the other items. very very nice. (: its gonna be a good show. pity its gonna end really soon. zzz.

an's item was ummm.. mmm.=x i dont know why, but it feels really weird working with this bunch. and for a moment im so thankful gin and ryan mould us to become what we are now because there is really a distinct difference between us and them. funny at how we're so quiet. lol. and costume is really becoming a headache. hopefully i can get something fast tomorrow to show an. lol.

mmm. there seems to be problems happening in my friends. i wish for all their problems to disappear and for them to be happy again. heh.

till then. (:


ps. OSIM. I HATE MONDAYS BUT SINCE THE COMPANY'S STILL IN ITS TAIWAN TRIP IM NOT COMPLAINING !(:

i've finally changed the outlook of my personal space here. lol. been wanting to do it so badly, but i always lack the time, and the patience. now, i have the whole saturday to do it. (:

its a lazy saturday. had a nice brunch with daddy alone. it felt so good, even though i didnt really talk. he updated me on his business trips and informing me that he'll be away. silently, im just hoping that things will go well and that he would be safe for the trips. but yeah as usual, i just kept quiet, and nodded. we had brunch, and he sent me to the library to get this ..

yeah . this was the book that i wanted to get so badly the other time in 'rockstar' @ cine ! i googled it and found that its available in the library and mind you ive never stepped in a library for quite some time. LOL. so exciting. but im prolly still gonna get it though. its 42 bucks=x

anyway, so life's been alright, except for that horrible experience at work on thursday. friday @ work made all of it up, so im not complaining for now. lol.but oh, did i mention that my boss is a total bitch? i meant it. lol. dance is alright i guess.. stagnant but still surviving. im praying time passes faster now so that i can go back and dance and self improve. lol.

today's the 16th month with james . haha. it felt so weird though. like it didnt felt like we were together for so long. yeah we had our ups and downs , and times where we felt things were really bad.. but i guess its reaping its fruits. okay im just writing down when its inside my head but yeah thats it . lol. i love this guy so much that his status is definitely one notch above my family and i've never been like this. grace, joyce and the girls should know. im not a romance romance long term rship person. so count your blessings james ! HAHHAHA. just kidding baby . <3

so im here waiting for that asshole to come online lol.

its a saturday so play hard people ! (:

i love looking at photography books.

(:

today's probably the worse day of SIP.

the intern's the one who receives all the shit, who takes all the blame, who lets others get the credit, and definitely the scapegoat. i find myself in all those circumstances, and its beginning to irk me of people's behavior towards me. i do my work properly, i do more than whats asked. and yet i get all the blame. seriously, i really hate all of this. i was this close to shouting at Y for being such an ass. you think your S is so good? you actually treated her better than C and C is the better one at work. when she gave me the wrong thing just now, you actually laughed it off and just said something so simple. wow. so my feelings arent considered at all. im the one who spent an hour doing the shit and cool , just do it all over again. seriously, i dont have the time and i think youre just being v unfair to me. and chiding me for talking so much during office hours? wow. please switch on the CCTV and you know whats going on and who are the ones talking. fuck you. all of you.

yesterday was one fucked up night. today was a fucked up day. if tomorrow's a fucked up day, i seriously have nothing to say.


fuckers.

if you realised, we've always argued a few days before the 7th.

i wonder when will this ever stop.


i miss you like fuck.

i always wanted to blog, but when it comes to really blogging, im so lazy ! haha.

life's been nice to me today. i wish trainings would be this fun , people are much friendlier to each other, and more time with my best friend. lol.

if only time stops today.

joke of the day :

joey: VAMPIRE ! *shows snake movement*
elke & joeytan : HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA. *shows snake movement*

so fun !<3

i find it really funny that how people can say that the girl/guy is his/her love or like, the only one for him/her and when they break up and proceed to find another partner, they say the same stuff. lol.

how many times can we say that? i find it all so contradicting , and weird. like, with our current partner we can say that we love that person and he/she is the only girl or guy for me but in the end when things turn ugly.. it doesnt work this way already right? lol. just a random thought. heh.

fucked up morninggggg. zzz okay actually i cried a little cause it got so overwhelming. imagine coming to office and then you see your boss already at your desk writing some stuff and then she proceeds to tell you like , all the amendments to be done by today . and she piled the work on your desk and for a moment , it feels like i cant take it anymore.-.- and she said that i wasnt focused. like wow, how can i not make mistakes when i had so much work to do and the secretary isnt really helpful. lol.

the afternoon was much better though. went for nice lunch , and came back to clear the leftover work and im pretty much free from 4 plus pm . lol.

SIP is tiring me out . im deproving in dance. i suck . =\ i dont think i even dance as well as last time anymore. sigh.

hope everything will get better for me . i wish i could fly to LA now and stay there for as long as i like. mm or maybe not even come back. really.


gonna rest awhile before the boyfriend comes. miss that boy so much . :(

omg seriously seriously need to wake up .

things to do : earn money . go to LA. go to Japan. go and dance dance dance. be an instructor.

zzz.
wake up joey!
not good enough ! zzzz.